Today i woke up again. As a baby the job only to wake up to drink milk and sleep. Well like the one on earth its look like the sleep also has an effect on the growth of a baby.
Sometime there will be people entering to play with me. As a baby i also must act like one so when they make weird face i need to laugh a little.
Even though i tried to talk but there was no discernible sound that was produce. It show that the organ that dominate the ability to talk and produce sound correctly not develop perfectly.
Then i must wait until my body develop more so that i can learn the language correctly.
Haih.....i really feel depressed you know. You want to know the reason why i feel depressed?
Yeah, reincarnate is it. Well maybe a lot of people will said that 'wow, reincarnated you really have a lot of luck'. This word i can only say what a bullshit. If you reincarnated in the same world, okay that good.
What about when you reincarnated in different world. This is not the same world that have peace in most of the country, i do not know what is out there. Does it peaceful? Who the enemy? Can i grow up until an adult?
Not only that based on what i see in the surrounding. The level of technology is really the same as medieval time. I do not know whether there is a more modern technology but i can say with certainty that it did not come close to the technology in the past world.
Huhhhh....why is this happen to me? This agitation is really killing me. It really hurt my head.
Hahaha....if this is a novel i will be transported to the world of magic. I think that too much of optimistic thinking. I should not dwell on it too much.
I really envious of the protagonist that is transported to the alternate world without growing up phase.
The process of waiting until you grown up really make me feel boring.
Especially when i am the type that cannot stay calm without playing game and listen to music.
Now that i remember about music, the worst think is that there is no music here to entertain oneself. Look it almost the same as medieval times, so the music that we listen in modern time is different.
Especially when i am the type that like music that really fast. Even though i cannot sing as fast as the other people i can still enjoy listening to it.
Okay....all this rumbling make my head feel tired. I should continue sleepy and pass my time until i am able to move my body and talking. So, good night everyone although it still not night time.
There one thing that i know that i understand after some times when i was a baby. This happen in a few week that after i was born.
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The one thing that i understand is that i do not understand even one words that was said by the people here after birth.
What happen that i do not understand the word that was said by people around me. That day i still remember clearly that we spoke the same language. How can after some time it that the word that was spoken become so incomprehensible to me.
There a few theory that i can deduce from what happen. Thing that can cause me to not understand the word that was spoken after that day.
The first one is that there something that happen to my body after that day. This usually affect the brain of a person, thus causing me to not understand it. Like a shock to the head that make a person cannot use a certain part of the brain.
The second is that this is all dream. A long dream that stretch until today. It make likely because i do not remember how i died.
The third one is that i got a blessing. A blessing that was given to me by the one that cause me to reincarnate to this world.
Yeah, it really make my head hurt. Can you not make a baby thinking too much it really unpleasant because of what happen.
Its really not fun. This because of event that come from when i thinking. When i thinking i know that i awake but in no time at all you are asleep.
This come from when i look at the window its still morning and at the second glance to the window you will see the night has fallen.
So, it can be said when i use the energy in this baby bodies it will burn quickly and this cause that i will fall asleep to recover the energy back. Like when you run the whole field then when you reach the destination you will plop on the ground exhausted. It not a little tired but it the thing that can make you will that your body will faint any minute.
The first theory that i think is really very unlikely. This is because of the way think happen. From what i feel throughout my body there is nothing wrong. This is including the pain. I do not feel any pain. If something like that happen i can also lose the ability to think.
Its the same as the people that has problem at the head because of that they need to do surgery at the head. This people will lose the ability to think even to the most simplified think as how to read and eating. They cannot do anything and in need for someone to take care of them. This is from the experience of the people at my side when i was admitted to the hospital. He cannot do anything and i can say that i really pity him for he will lose an entire memory for one to two year before he can go back to the usual life. They need to train from the simplest think that was teach in lower than elementary school. This make the first theory to not be possible.
The second theory about dream. Hmmm....i also this one not possible. This theory is the most illogical. When is the name of the world that a dream can stretch for a month. Not only that, i can control my body perfectly and also my thought.
I remember when i dream in the past in the old world is that when you regain control of yourself in the dream and you know that is a dream, the surrounding will be too chaos. The world gonna change in a really fast pace like you use a fast forward button. Then after i woke up my head felt like it gonna split and my whole body feel pain all over like put big long needle through my body. I wish that i will not do again that is wake up when dreaming, it really hurt that it cause my tear to fall like waterfall. This cause the second theory is invalidate.
The third theory is most acceptable. The realm of soul is not something human can temper it. Only god can cause something like this to happen and that is the reincarnation. So, i got a prove that very likely show that god really exist because i really believe god exist even in my past life. Even though someone can say that god not exist, i have one sentence. That is go to hell. You cannot prove that god do not exist, its the same as the people that life at the same time as newton. There also said that newton is crazy, there is no way that gravity exist. Everyone ridicule him although they cannot prove that it do not exist. Then in the future it was prove that it exist and then hail newton as genius. Such pity, i do not know how he was treat at his era.
When talking about soul i also remember cloning. Cloning animal seem to be successful but human is different. They can clone the body but they never been able to clone the soul. This clone can never be alive like human and also even lower than the animal that was clone. This is because of the body when remove from the tube the human clone died. So, it must the work of the soul.
So, the third theory is more acceptable. If a soul can be made, to make same soul it was more easier like when you are cooking. It will become more easier to make the same thing rather than different thing.
It means on the day i was born, i was given a little time to understand what happen around me. This must be to reduce my confusion and also to avoid too much panic when i was introduce to a new environment that was alien to me.
When i understand its true that i calm down a little because i understand the language that was spoke. The language was translate into the language that i was familiar with so it calm me down.
I feel really grateful that i understand what was said. If i too panic i will lose my life already. When panic too much the breathing will be fast and this make the body to absorb more air into the lung. Then it cause the heart to pump more blood because of the concentration balance of oxygen and carbon dioxide in the body was tip from normal. When the heart move too fast it will cause the failure to the heart and it stop causing a cardiac arrest. Then, the result is dying.
I do not want to died. Dying is a really hurt process.
Ah...ah....ah, looks like i need to understand the language here. I need to learn from the scratch.
Do not worry because what the fastest way to learn the language. Like one said before that if you want to learn speaking english properly go to america. If you want to speak japanese properly go to japan.
It means that if you are in that environment that use the language that you want to understand, it will be faster to master it. This is because you can hear the language that was used and you also can see the expression that was shown from using that language, so, it cause further understanding of the targeted language.
Using this practice i concentrate on hearing what the people around me said. Although the sound that enter my ear still incomprehensible to me but bit by bit i can separate the language that was use into words.
I can only hear only a limited word because i still too small to move. Heck, i only a few month old you know, how can i move.
The place that i know is only this room that place me in a bed in shape of a cradle. Look like something still will be the same because it have the same function. I can only look to the left and to the right without being able to move much.
When a people enter the room that i was placed. It usually to change my diapers. Well the diapers is the old type of diapers. It use only the fabric that was fold many times almost the same as loincloth.
Do not worry because what the fastest way to learn the language. Like one said before that if you want to learn speaking english properly go to america. If you want to speak japanese properly go to japan.
It means that if you are in that environment that use the language that you want to understand, it will be faster to master it. This is because you can hear the language that was used and you also can see the expression that was shown from using that language, so, it cause further understanding of the targeted language.
Using this practice i concentrate on hearing what the people around me said. Although the sound that enter my ear still incomprehensible to me but bit by bit i can separate the language that was use into words.
I can only hear only a limited word because i still too small to move. Heck, i only a few month old you know, how can i move.
The place that i know is only this room that place me in a bed in shape of a cradle. Look like something still will be the same because it have the same function. I can only look to the left and to the right without being able to move much.
When a people enter the room that i was placed. It usually to change my diapers. Well the diapers is the old type of diapers. It use only the fabric that was fold many times almost the same as loincloth.
Sometime there will be people entering to play with me. As a baby i also must act like one so when they make weird face i need to laugh a little.
Even though i tried to talk but there was no discernible sound that was produce. It show that the organ that dominate the ability to talk and produce sound correctly not develop perfectly.
Then i must wait until my body develop more so that i can learn the language correctly.
Haih.....i really feel depressed you know. You want to know the reason why i feel depressed?
Yeah, reincarnate is it. Well maybe a lot of people will said that 'wow, reincarnated you really have a lot of luck'. This word i can only say what a bullshit. If you reincarnated in the same world, okay that good.
What about when you reincarnated in different world. This is not the same world that have peace in most of the country, i do not know what is out there. Does it peaceful? Who the enemy? Can i grow up until an adult?
Not only that based on what i see in the surrounding. The level of technology is really the same as medieval time. I do not know whether there is a more modern technology but i can say with certainty that it did not come close to the technology in the past world.
Huhhhh....why is this happen to me? This agitation is really killing me. It really hurt my head.
Hahaha....if this is a novel i will be transported to the world of magic. I think that too much of optimistic thinking. I should not dwell on it too much.
I really envious of the protagonist that is transported to the alternate world without growing up phase.
The process of waiting until you grown up really make me feel boring.
Especially when i am the type that cannot stay calm without playing game and listen to music.
Now that i remember about music, the worst think is that there is no music here to entertain oneself. Look it almost the same as medieval times, so the music that we listen in modern time is different.
Especially when i am the type that like music that really fast. Even though i cannot sing as fast as the other people i can still enjoy listening to it.
Okay....all this rumbling make my head feel tired. I should continue sleepy and pass my time until i am able to move my body and talking. So, good night everyone although it still not night time.
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